2.5 mths after we quarrelled.
1.5 mths after our last date.
3 weeks when i last saw him.
i can still feel the pain & emptiness in me.
Force myself to think of the pain he brought me when i feel terrible. the difference and strong character in us, the communication problem we had which leads to our breakup & his ONS.
i know i cannot look back. the person i loved is not there anymore, he changed. why am i still feeling terrible at days? who am i missing? then person i loved is gone, dead.
But deep in me i already noe i cannot look back no matter how sucky i feel.
Memory sucks.
Maybe i'm just not used to my single life yet.
Friday, December 04, 2009
For Beng.
现在我才知道，我对你的爱已经变成依赖。以前，你一直想办法伤害我，觉得你不值得我去爱，但是为什么到现在你还不明白我一直留在你身边的原因？
因为你是爱我的。事情还没开始解决就放弃，我做不到。我坚信，只要两个人肯付出，接受对方犯过的错，知错能改一定会得到幸福。
我只有两条路可以走。分开是痛，在一起也是痛。我只是选择了我会比较开心的那条路-- 就是回到你身边。
可是你却有所保留。一直坚信你不值得我这样做，要我离开。这样我们会开心吗？为什么你不能放开你的想法，两个个人在一起就是要互相扶持，不是吗？
不要再说放弃对我比较好。我尝试过了。越想放弃越不记得你的坏，只记得你的好。
我知道我在做什么。我知道我有多笨。
要我放弃唯一方法，就是我不再爱你。
只要我还爱着你的那一天， 我是绝对不会放弃的。
不要在一个人承担所有的一切了。
陷得越深，伤得越重。可是我却不后悔。
Monday, November 02, 2009
Giving Up
The guy i used to love is dead. I dunno him anymore.
人总是要学会放弃。
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Beading Dream's 1st Sales v(^-^)v
Yosh! I got my 1st order from Celine =p
And her friend is going to order 3 more pieces from moi~~~~
Thanks buddy for introducing my blog shop to your pals <3
:)
Friday, July 17, 2009
New Blog Shop Up!!
Finally got my accessories blog shop done :)
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
The H.E.A.R.T Market @ Sculpture Square on 11 & 12 July, Stall No. 24
Dear Friends,
Please do come and support me on 11 & 12 July at the H.E.A.R.T Market @ Sculpture Square!
Look Out For Stall No. 24!
*~Sneak Preview~*
Friday, July 03, 2009
